|
| im leaving on sunday, so i only have one day left inbetween and i dont feel ready at all. its all coming to me way to fast. all my friends are leaving, and pretty soon it will be time for me to go too. it feels like everything is happening way to fast and im just sitting here like a lost child just watching it all happen. im not mature enough to be in a relationship, im not mature enough to be alone, im not mature enough to be grown up. im 18 but i dont feel any smarter, just older. im still immature. sigh. w/e. bye | | |
| i have made a decision to not go out of my way to be nice to people at college. i also will not say anything bad about another person to any of my friends (because that too bites me in my ass). either way i will be my outgoing self. im an odd person. i can be social if i want, or i can be unsocial. i can turn it on or off/ mostly its off. but either way, i wont be the nice chick on campus. i will be normal. keep to my business and that is it. but my problem is that if im not nice, then im a total bitch. i have no middle ground. sigh. im hungry, bye | | |
| well i turn 18 today, yay. but i dont know why im not as excited as i htought i would be. well...my mom is pissed at me for not going to some stupid party and a funeral today on my birthday! poo. o well, someone made my day still :D | | |
| i got my driver's license :D | | |
| parallel parking...how many times do you even do parallel parking?? hmm???? NEVER!!! (or atleast where i live) I COULD HAVE GOTTEN MY DRIVER'S LICENSE TODAY! i was driving to the dps when my father decided to pick up the paper and actually reay what it wrote, after i told him 13 TIMES! to read it. so i am driving and he goes "what are you trying to get me to do? break the law?" of course i said no. and then he goes off on a rant that he refuses to sign the fucking skills driving test because i dont even know how to parallel park or reverse (i totally know how to reverse thank you very much). so i get pissed, and i say 'well thats your fault now isnt it?" he then gets pissed and screams and i scream back. either way, we're not talking to each other. oh, and as for that useless trip over to the stupid dps???? i went in and asked them if i shouldt just get my stupid license after sunday (my birthday) and she says yes. i tell her "i will be 18 so i have to take the driving skills test right?"...get this...her response?? "no, you finished the whole thing before 18 so you dont have to take it" , o im so pissed. my father is being so anal about this crap. i mean seriously. PARALLEL PARKING! I HATE YOU!!!! | | |
|
